it's 11

and i'm tired
of waiting for the phone
to ring. ou could be
in the hospital
or on a bus to miami
you could be already asleep
and gone i could be
also. i want to talk to someone
and if it's not you
then
nothing else will do?

ah why are we wasting our time
with this trying? it is too
difficult already. bad as giving up
smokes. i hope you are remembring
the last time we made love

holding it close as the scent
of your new lover. it's odd how
everytime i sense something
with you , it has occurred in some way
or another. there is trouble
because the tarot had good things to say.

typical.
lost.
without
you.

good nite.