dreams of warts

was gonna say ghosts but i changed it he
said, waiting. that's a good band name i laughed.
i have  wit, i have the ability
to be funny. yes, if you don't get daft-

you can't do it on purpose. it seems
constructed, you'll look pompous. true dat
he replied. but i don't try. so they stream
naturally,like skeeters and bats.

yuk, how long you been waiting to use that?
she scoffed. as long as the lines in your face,
he reurnted, shot her down,





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titanium

this song made me cry because
it's about inner strength, and about
being bullied. and my nine year old
granddaughter identifies with it so well.
i fear it's her mom, it may be kids at school
but nevertheless, whatever it is, i can't fix it, i
can't protect her from it and she's still
so innocent and then i think well of course
she is her mom has been overbearingly
protective of her and when mom
came out to me how she must have been
sexually assaulted at a very young age
because of memories things she knew
about when she was, she now realizes,
too very young to know. so, i knew
nothing of these attacks at the time
and i asked her if she thought her dad
and she said no no i can't even recall
what it was, who it was and i don't think
i want to delve into that, because honestly
what good ?
i mean seriously this girl has been against
therapy and doctors
since her teens and she's wrong. but i have
stopped arguing with her.
her road , she's driving, and that's her choice
there, little granddaughter, hers
to fuck up as she pleases. oh lol. we all
fuk up our kids and if you don't think so you
prolly got a li'l hitler in your orange tree.
only you won't see it. all the more's the pity
when he guns down a baby because he got fired.
yeah, titanium.