omgthe blog is baaa ack

ok, i'm about to reveal how age has crippled
me. for almost two years, i haven't written on
this platform because everything was tiny, squished
down, the very box of white space to write in
was only ten characters wide. my gmail fucked up
a little while later but it was still readable and by now
it's my official mail so i couldn't just start a new one besides
i knew i just had to find the right button
and everything would be restored. two years. my god.
it was the fuckin zoom key. display was 25%.

well in the meantime i've been hanging out at

https://ello.co/lynzepoet

a place which itself has been going thru changes a social
network for artists. wow. how social are artists? mostly these days
it's online pros and tumbler ex pats. i've been posting
there on and off and can't get no. just no.

if you visit, check out the hashtag #addictdiary

and no i haven't quit smoking yet. tho i'm down to 4 a day
from 15 in january. there's coronary blockage and aneurism
getting some lovin from my docs and honestly, it needs to STOP.
but that's forty four years baby

i was telling the honey(7 yrs, woah) that's my longest lasting adult
relationship. i can't just give that up. besides we all know
the way that monkey rides a back. i'm not that strong.

i think the docs taking care of me think something like
cut it out, cure her and she'll just be back.
hmmm, prolly. i mean, i'm only getting older.