how can you say

love in one breath and goodbye
in the next. this is the pathway of desire
moving from parcel to packet gobbling novelty
like corn flakes. there's fodder for the forbidden
in every taboo you scrape across my skin, dull blades
handled with thug. the cards proclaim karma
and yes, i'm talking to you, man, i'm bending
your ear over backward so you can experience
my point of view gun.

taurus in a dress tells me all men
are the same they don't know how to love they don't
live the same way as women. i'm thinking
of the harem you'd have, of chinese marriages,
and you telling me i'll always be wife number 1.
sometimes i think that might be the only way
for men and women to co exist.please
let that be bullshit. you loving me loving you.
the primitive order. the new world border.


but i'm looking for more than that
maria tells me listen i don't think
you and older men will get along.
they think differently.

i guess i'll be alone.
cuz i cant do this with another youngun.

just have fun she says. also, the sex is different.
she nods her head, quickly, twice.
naturally.



you can't fake attraction. reaction syntaction.
let's see what a cueball can strike.