restraining order

he tells me to get one
when i kick her out

you see, he...
well he's right.

like today, she sneaks up
to my room while i'm in the shower
and steals the money in my wallet
then she puts my wallet in the car
and semi closes the door and locks it.

she's becoming a good theif.
i hope she cannot rob.
she'll get killed.

i deserve this cuz
you know, all those anon
moms i berated
for raising psychos.
i'm one of em.

where is my wallet iwonder, wander
round the house.. she is sympathetic.

then i look for it
she innocently suggests
that its in my car
and lo and behold there it is.

i keep thinking there will be
a change in her. but it's not
happening. i was wrong.
you can't be straight up
with your kids. they don't understand

they use it as a justification
for being a libertine. and without stucture
they're weedy and wild, burly and prickly.

they thistle.

my son actually has 2 examples
of how life can be
his sister
and his cousin

one is postive
one is negative
a jet ravels the sky.


tracks for the ceiling.
popcorn it up when i leave.
mold in the place
it gives me a headache.

i dunno what to do about it.
get a mold specialist.
that stuff gives me a headache.
bad
a year of diving dancerously
a monad growing cancerously

sowhat if i rhyme, don't cast a dime
you big slime it's a harmless passtime
so gimme a crime.




one year
and 21 daze now. i have
never , really, been in prison.
just a li'l temporary jail

ah yes. it does pass.


it's a good thing
that i don't have it for a week
this web. that way i can get my temp
wall up.

woo hoo

k i'm goin to bed now
wit out cha again.