anger mismanagement

so the thing is i don't control her
what's a quarter life worth if you can't
be yourself? just accept what she
wants isn't what i wanted for her
realize i can't make up for that now
with any amount of anything.
so soccer moms n dads
two days in the company of family
and the internal scream begins.
soon to be delivered to the baby here's the thing
right to lifers you've duped all these
young women into believing abortion is murder
you want fodder for...i can't quite figure out what.
yahoo headlines? the daily mail scandals if you're
lucky but mostly mom kills son and daughter
fails to kill self. i don't think i could take that.
she'd need to be dead as well for me to even
begin to be able to forgive. why am i  more in love
with her child than my own? because mine
is lost to me, nothing will change
what i raised into the world
back into a possibility with hope
instead of despair. she wants nothing
more than to be allowed to live
in the manner to which she is accustomed
which, reasonably, is poverty.
wow. what should i
what could i
it's a lifestyle choice that will no doubt
pop up like a boil as the child grows.
she will see, her grandad and i aren't
such naifs in the woods as she thought.