soakin up the meat sauce

was gonna go to open mic
but crapped out. the purple paint
spilled while multitasking the upper
and lower trims. one thing at time
in a spackled paint splotch over
a formerly perfectly good paint job.

there are chasms we can fill
with latex or dry wall mix.

rub at  emblems of futility
the twice done wrong.
scrape the measled floor.





*




i feel sad when
i learn of an ex lover's
new exness. like see stupid
i told you it wouldn't work
the conventional way,
that's your disney showing
your spider your violin your viola viola


i mean why did i have to go
thru my pain when your escape meant
you were only escaping.



i know why you don't believe in love now.
happy?


















*(0000

















today i felt another woman in my bed
because you stripped the sheets washed
with only a towel. wtf/ you claim
it was resin, but the duvet's
 still on the duster.with the spot
you showed me last nite.


i know how to fulfill prophecies you haven't considered.









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let's put some passion in this play.some purple
stains of perfidy to complement the chorus.

if we are to survive.












)()()()()














but you know and i know
love blooms in the stretch toward
lightness of being, incredible says the sage.
forgive the bumps and aches
when we fall into the resonant  frequency of us











^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^)))))))















helium and less   coalesce
into a heart of gravity galactic
 perception fractactic, object subject
self and not arise from archaic veldt.