music
totally diggin jack's new tune.
think it's jack's i dunno. i always wonder
with him.
gonna save it here so i can get back to it.
he's as prolific with the fuity loops as he is
with his notez
stfftfftft
i'm thinking that broken hearts song i wrote
a couple days ago would go well with it.
as opposed to the other stupid broken hearted songs
i been writing lately. funny, my heart is achey
but it's good that i've had a lot practice at gettin over it
this summer. it was good for me to have a summer of no
dating. suz was right. just calm it down, get to
where you're more in tune with what you want.
but what DO i want? that's always been my bugger.
what really gets me about the whole reboyfriend thing
is how much i was willing to "give up" in terms
of what my vision of my future was, in order to make a life
with him. why do i always do that? have i no core?
are women just naturally this way or am i just
too chameleonic for words? it's probably that
i have no strong dreams. i have only vague
ambitions and those are easily morphed. probably
a genderless thing. i really feel like venus
has ruled my life, and since mars also is strong
in me, well, i guess love will always be flavored
with contention. but isn't that the way
to keep from stasis?
flux
–noun
1. a flowing or flow.
2. the flowing in of the tide.
3. continuous change, passage, or movement: His political views are in a state of flux.
4. Physics.
a. the rate of flow of fluid, particles, or energy.
b. a quantity expressing the strength of a field of force in a given area.
5. Chemistry, Metallurgy.
a. a substance used to refine metals by combining with impurities to form a molten mixture that can be readily removed.
b. a substance used to remove oxides from and prevent further oxidation of fused metal, as in soldering or hot-dip coating.
c. (in the refining of scrap or other metal) a salt or mixture of salts that combines with nonmetallic impurities, causing them to float or coagulate.
stable flux. what a concept. in contradiction
is the whole. yin yang. the god inside the god i am.
i might have to try a poem about that. right now i ought to shower
and get to work before my usual lateness.
think it's jack's i dunno. i always wonder
with him.
gonna save it here so i can get back to it.
he's as prolific with the fuity loops as he is
with his notez
stfftfftft
i'm thinking that broken hearts song i wrote
a couple days ago would go well with it.
as opposed to the other stupid broken hearted songs
i been writing lately. funny, my heart is achey
but it's good that i've had a lot practice at gettin over it
this summer. it was good for me to have a summer of no
dating. suz was right. just calm it down, get to
where you're more in tune with what you want.
but what DO i want? that's always been my bugger.
what really gets me about the whole reboyfriend thing
is how much i was willing to "give up" in terms
of what my vision of my future was, in order to make a life
with him. why do i always do that? have i no core?
are women just naturally this way or am i just
too chameleonic for words? it's probably that
i have no strong dreams. i have only vague
ambitions and those are easily morphed. probably
a genderless thing. i really feel like venus
has ruled my life, and since mars also is strong
in me, well, i guess love will always be flavored
with contention. but isn't that the way
to keep from stasis?
flux
–noun
1. a flowing or flow.
2. the flowing in of the tide.
3. continuous change, passage, or movement: His political views are in a state of flux.
4. Physics.
a. the rate of flow of fluid, particles, or energy.
b. a quantity expressing the strength of a field of force in a given area.
5. Chemistry, Metallurgy.
a. a substance used to refine metals by combining with impurities to form a molten mixture that can be readily removed.
b. a substance used to remove oxides from and prevent further oxidation of fused metal, as in soldering or hot-dip coating.
c. (in the refining of scrap or other metal) a salt or mixture of salts that combines with nonmetallic impurities, causing them to float or coagulate.
stable flux. what a concept. in contradiction
is the whole. yin yang. the god inside the god i am.
i might have to try a poem about that. right now i ought to shower
and get to work before my usual lateness.
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