truce, the hermit

so sure i want to think it's all your fault.
that way i dont have to deal with my own
shortcomings and imbalances.


and even now i'm doing exactly what
i shouldn't be. oh well. that's my fool.


anyway, it's all good. life, living.
for real. i don't really want to be dead
tho there are things inside i would kill.
transformation takes a cross and i'm flat
out of sainthood.