compendium of accents

i'm tired. repeat. tired.
and the 2ybf doens['t help
as suspected he is no more
no less messy here than at
the apt from hell. and now
i've got to keep this place
or i'll go insane. up. i mean
up. insane b/c i'm tired.
tired because there's too much
to do. i should be excited
but i'm not. just tired. i wonder
if i have a disease. i need another
two weeks off. maybe i'll take another
four day weekend next week.

i just got this place set up
and daughter calls. i need to call her
back and let her know it's ok to come home.
of course but she can't despair.
i can't deal with despair.
i bet this is why i'm so tired.
it's sisyphian this life.
jumped on indiana cuz he's
whining. jumped on no one else
maybe only cuz he jumped on paul.
then jumped on 2ybf for whining.
i dunno why he won't just accept
that this is life. yes i do-- cuz really
it IS unacceptable. that's what
she says my girl, and that's what
i know but how to break out of it.
i'd go to sleep in a minute. a
second. son needs a shower.



i said i'm getting a headache
from all this testosterone
then they say i'm getting one
from all the estrogen. implying
women more bitchy.