lost

amazon prime card bank

americard glasses will

to live  lactose tolerance  

certain parts of my mind.

getting the whole thing started

has become increasingly difficult.

putting down the phone

rising from bed

 i've had an eye

like a wasp stung it -

an allergic reaction to meds

i got online, from a certified personage

with a degree im sure  

but i thought it was just pinkeye didn't

know how bad the swelling should get 

  should have gone

to an in person doc sooner.. i 

couldn't bring myself to care, my eye aching

i just slept and slept and when i woke i reddit.

each day i'd try to do something that i wanted 

to do around the house but i barely cleaned one closet

got the spline out of the top of the porch 

so we can rescreen before the middle of the month

i lost so much vacation time. oh well. 

called teladoc  but had to tell her myself 

i was gonna stop taking them. she gave me

augmentin. 

*9

every day it's some new stupid thing from washington.

this clown keeps breaking treaties and laws, alliances

with  an erkel-fied "did i do that?"  

next question

cuz he moves along he moves

cant't hit a moving target here's my spy story

and i think it's plausible

the penn state shooter, who they made sure

to kill after he got off a couple of shots

was so obviusly an inside job.  the candidate knew,

the secret service knew, the cops standing beside 

the building the shooter climbed on top of knew.

the crowd didn't know, almost blew the whole thing

what with the phones out recording. best defense

is stoopidity and negligence. i think that went over well.

so who...come on. day 1. dodgey overlords gangham eradication

the fed's going down baby. but let's be sure to squeeze 

everything we can out of it before it crumbles

like a sand tower. love me some 

sweet telecom contracts. what i don't understand.

i fail to understand, perhaps on purpose,

those that do not believe that the rich of this earth

gather together and plot the best means to exploit it

to the maximum benefit of their own pockets

 the evidence is in your eggless beans.

elon is their autistic hero, exploiting wokeness

then betraying it. rather neurotypical wouldn't you say?

naturalamente! His pupeteers are only psychopathic.

they know how to mask the spice. 

and they will have AI and humanoid roombas

to do their bidding. there's no need 

for the parasite class anymore. 

the jetsons are on the way

we don't have room for that. 

maybe we can send them to mars?

i always liked the movie total recall

&&&

53 days

it's supposed to be significant numerically

because it was the amount of time it took

for the german government to fall in 1939.

is our democracy stronger than that?

can a felon and his lackeys once again 

stage a coup on the world stage

change  the face of boundaries?

why this delirious cycle?

what drives this buzzing high pitch

the whizzing of bullets and guns

the itch to take what isn't ours?

once there was a dream of equality and peace

sharing a coke in perfect harmony

/s

i read the last blog entry to my honey who said

it's good but it could be shortened.

i guess it drags out loud. and it makes me sad

cuz these days there's not much left 

that i feel he even notices about me. but that's 

probably my depression projecting.

he deosn't have the time for an us.

he's a dad. i miss him. i gotta get back to my life.

remember i wanted to write

to travel

well i can still write. 

too old to vagabon my bones

be feeling all of the 65.

it hurts to even sit in this chair and type

for more than 20 minutes. 

()

ok i don't k now if i've written this down

but the guy at work who's in the cult

there's a lot of them 

but he works next to me so ..

i've tried to talk to him after the election

but when his final rationale for the name 

change of the gulf of mexico is

i think it's bad ass that he can do it

and he's a badass for doing it

i mean what can you say to that.

anyway