the way i figure it,no one has been really
psycho enough to challenge me in a meaningful
way. or at least that is what
the gods believe.

taking inventory
i can see where i thought perhaps every
ex was the pinnacle
i needed to scale
whilesurely nancy supplied
all thepsychosis i otherwised lacked or
refused to lable as such


i an
m soooooooooo egocentric.
how would it beto occupy
only partial space,struggle
to keep to,the nowhow would that
feeel
inidethismeatsack

(id like to get the space key rightim praxticinwit da pad. im
 stealingsmall moments of time
asking it to reincrnate
the same way

thats not what happens with her
yournancy

time multiplexes in your head
your friends know
they were the first
to tag you scrwaming. screaming.
she needs a calm place
to deal with these maddenin chmicls
maddening chemicals. must sense and gro
the pattern






















u found me empathetic
the cautioning vistas
upending the tire roght


seking in poems
speaking. in poem.


im tired.thi is wha agerequests. kinda sux.
loveugramma

xx