pandora thnx

i guess i shouldn't try to burn the memories
out. we had good times. you didn't lie you only dreamt
you  could be two people or somehow multiplex
into the universe and hold on to the flesh you have.
you would give me different body anyway
to satisfy the thing that craves. and somehow tht's ok
i would take a little tweaking but not a full scale redo
at least this is the skin i'm used to  and i like the comfort
of its synapses, even when i'm full scale microscope ache.
i just don't want the bear claw to come back. i knew hell then.
i didn't know sensation could last that long.
a glimpse into eternity
no wonder the catholics were scared.



there is only this moment. a think i believe and trust.
but this moment contains all the moments. that's what it means.
i've been smoking the green. when you said no time
that's what you were paying for all those years in scientology
time is the edge the wake the bitter pill


  we  are grafitti
the dro in the bowl
burnt and reverb.


find yourself. love yourself.
why do  i have to have
this lesson after every lover? huh?


well it's not easy when your daughter still hurts
in the now from the effects of all of them.
nice job. time to change it to a new one.
yes, the past occurs now
but how you change it is to...
how did you put it?
not be reactive. listen to the other
use the methods of the audit
be the auditor.

odd to me that psychiatry was so abhorred
by  your leader. he absolutely employed some tactics
he just took them further back , caught the thread of the wave
watched on the oscope past future now
bing!













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things as meant to be...



i guess there is that. the harmony
of the wave without feedback
going  on forever till it winds  down
and disappears. wink! photons have a lifespan.
basic essential physics  . on the quantum level
it all just stops. i can hear her barking
following the scent of where you were]
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