soul raper

i wanted to love you when you were the one
i was in my room alone
practicing guitar, everyone
offered me bodies but no one
could mark my words. you,
my athena dream , i had you
tied to the bedpost but you wouldn't
stay. every girl i used to know
felt like that for a minute.
i meant it when i said never like you.
i'm really something you told me.
but what? the tight bike
comes back to me, the curve of connery,
the pebble that sticks in my shoe.
don't i deserve a little of this
bread pudding too? can you really blame me
for taking it all?