sat day aft

goin to a party to night. oh yeh i meant to check out
the bands playing. i like to see what might come
or what i may be interested in.

this orlando band sounds innaresting. the oakes or oaks
ah no "e". avoiding pretension. prolly be the most poetic
band there, pretensions ironically hidden. yeah, this is
the band to catch, the one i'll prolly enjoy most.

oh and before dawn . oh man, now i'm getting excited
i miss that i didn't volunteer down there this year
i have to get my head out of my ass. get some energy
for myself. quit takin me seriously. i bet this band
is in the canteena. nope the orpheum.

so i'm getting excited about it.

hiding becomes its own mask. some times you play
with them but it comes down to what you feel inside.
sometimes you hide from what wants to become.
this week aries are all about their
stick to it ness while i'm about deliberating.
de liberating. not liberating un liberating
while i make up my mind. judicious. yes. that's me
to the point of enervation yes.

now. to the hospital to visit a sick friend.
which book should i take.brodkeys?
omg. i wonder how someone with aids would feel
to read about the dying of someone with aids.
prolly not a good choice. what then? rumi?
she's def not a poet. oh well. something.