i don't like

what the tarot has given me tonite.
three fates.

1 opportunity to withdraw, and fight
another day. an important
element of the past. the past. coulda
shoulda woulda?

2. but now,the seed is there. opportunity is there

3. for what? gain. for 1. wise use of resouces.
discipline and nobility applied to the maintenence of
security and stability. attn turned to business affairs.

oh. how romantic. something bothers me profoundly
in this assesment. the pragmatic, i think. tho at the end
it said something about turning attn to higher things.
so that's good. as if there's no need to worry about
those things anymore. yeah. right. if. you. only. could.
stop.