things to do today

1)stop writing
2)get up out of this chair
2).a. empty the ashtray
3)light a cigarette
4)begin writing again
5)quit you
6)pick up three weeks worth of trash from my floor
7)make a new profile
7.1 post it
89-laundry.

i was trying to play the keyboard bass
last nite. pretty simple riff but i could only
keep it going for three measures.
then my fingers hit the wrong key and
here's the outer limit part
of their own accord. italics.


or it could be palsy. if you ever find
the key to the box i gave you that nite
we fought so horribly perhaps you will
understand the split level housing i've built.
but i doubt it. those wacky closets,
hidden stairways, doors opening out on
the void surrounding, portrait of dorian
hung next to a genemod vision of you
well i'm sure you'll feel as if you've escaped
from the bate's motel. but i'd never
take a knife to your shower curtain.
do you know how expensive those things are?















90. vacuum
91 dust
93 kitchen
94 drawers
95 retrieve my keys
96 something with the titles

92


hand laundry.















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go out and enjoy the day. that's like a command.
but i don't want to be out amongst the follies.
i like sitting in my chair
looking out the window
wasting time for unproductive things.
entropy, rising.


however sometimes even that gets boring.
i'm just trying to talk myself into getting on with it.
then once i do, you'll come round and hit me again
like a tether ball. or v.v. i dunno who's the goddamn pole.




it begins to make one feel very mousy. i'm sure this
is close to how you felt before i said anything to you.
i've been here before...yes we have all been here before
we just have to remember is. it.

















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22)carton of cigs
7)remove repetitious things
54) organise books.
74)turn up the temp on the water heater
97) wake up the boys and make them clean
a. the bathroom
b. the playroom
c. the kitchen
d. the yard



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1)let go of you
3* and you
1) find self.