need to change

in the half light i see what forty eight
reveals. she said it, my sister, first so no one
could say it better. it hits me like a laugh line
i've worked years to acquire. it's amazing
the delusions and flirtations we work ourselves
into. how the unrequited becomes the need.

how we wouldn't have it any other way.

what's fleeing is what brings the hunger.
one step foward,even if to the gallows.
we all gonna go somehow. the cat's nine
cat o nine the catamine lives, carmine
and bristling in the wind by the side of huge
impersonal stone, jutting like broken civilizations
the dental work of sabers, mother's growing pains.


i'm glad the chunk ran out. been reading
and i like that. djuna barns, experimental fiction,
pulp pkd. for the inz n out crowd. i tell ya dear
diary, if i could get paid for that. reading.
yeah but not some borning fucking treatise, i wanna read
sci fi, poetry, lit er a ture. sure, it's been read before
whatta ya take me for? i just want to read it.
ping! a nother nexxus in the lingo lexus.
climb in, have a chivas.















heh, i wrote a rhyme poem. it prolly could be a lot betta.
but it was kind of fun. i could see lettin that be
aa way to free up the edit or in me.
also this typing with my eyes closed thing. i wondder
if 'll look cypher or some really weird code.

stil no gquestion mark. woah. i ljust checkd
and it's almost perfect. i can picture the keys
in my head. i think 'm fianlly as trained
as finely trained . whoops, as those secretaryis
the ones in all the mvies, hyou now.


ready to scrig sir, can we have e the first witness"


yes sir, ahem. on the morning of june seven
this man, herbert tidsdale
was seen walkin in thevicinity of

excuse me

yyes your honor"

excuse me, i siad call tehe fist witness.

excuse me?

i said CALL THE GODD FK FIRST witness.

oh , um scertainly sir. the defense calls
herbert tidsdale.


you cna't call him.

why. why not sir

he's dead.

then ummm, why are we trying him

in absentia man, in absentia.

oh. nods head. sits on glsses.

well, then , defense ress sir.


prosecution, have ou any more evidence or ewitnesses
ou'd like to present at thais time"

no sir.

vry well. juruors.
do youf inc the defendant guilty or no.



jururs.

i hold yo uin contempt.


you may go home ms lyneozt

really pat. it's tme to go home.





























































is she still there?
yes, look , she's even typing.
do you think we should call the ...




































yes . rifht thre. just sitting.
all night.


well we thought about calling the m, but she 's not really




dangerous now is she"
besides. court will be in session soon.






































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