i wish i could live like jumping off a cliff

stole that. some things
are too good to not sow.

i wish i could live like
believe like it was when
i first loved. you and them
and we a triumverate of how
we;d be.

one day i'll write a poem
with this title. i'll admit i
stole it from notpage. she
lives near me. but i don't know her.
she's in love with the same town
i am in love with. but i don't
live there, tho i once half did.

you laying htere iwth your dark fur.
here. right beside me. i daily
can't believe this good forutne
just dive into your
beauty, the silly way you stuck
the rock magnets on your left ear
so you would not be gay
and sometimes the way your smile
just lights everything that
was put out in me that one time
all that time i spent
letting it seep
into sand.
how you
make me smile when you get a blow
job getta job, getta a really
nice job. your pleasure
in life becomes mine.
i am almost done wondering
if this was how he felt.
i almost don't care
tho i went there
recently
to see if the babes
had worn him out yet but no
there he was with yellow
ears and smiling.
i think that's better for
everyone. time for me to accept
you as truth. then i'll wonder anyway
if you are simply lying to yourself...